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Dear
Dharma Friends,
Today
we are going to discuss nirvana. What is nirvana? While we often
hear references to how wonderful and joyous the state of nirvana is,
most of us do not have the slightest inkling of what nirvana truly
is. Some people even mistake nirvana as a euphemism for death. Some
ascetics consider nirvana as simply annihilation or dissolution.
They say, “The termination of the physical body and the exhaustion
of one's merit is the state of nirvana.” The Sautrantika school
also looks at nirvana as the dissolution of the five aggregates. One
particular Theravada text says, “Nirvana is the complete
exhaustion of the aggregates, like a fire that is burnt out or winds
that are stilled.” These views of nirvana are one-sided and
perhaps even misleading; in actuality, nirvana and annihilation are
as different as day and night.
We
have all read at one time or another the story of Prince Siddhartha
meditating under the bodhi tree. Deep in meditation, he gazed up at
the starry sky, and in a flash of insight he saw the true nature of
things and became a fully enlightened Buddha.
This
awakening to the truths of life and the universe is what we call
nirvana. He saw through the duality of me versus them, transcended
the limitation of time and space, and entered into the boundless
realm of dharmakaya.
Why
should we be concerned with nirvana? If we pause and take stock of
our lives, we'll see that human existence is limited in terms of
both time and space. Life spans no more than a few decades, and the
body extends no more than a few feet tall. Nirvana frees us from
such limitations and allows us to break out of our shell of
delusion. In nirvana, life permeates all space, “traverses the
three realms of existence and spans the ten directions.” In
nirvana, life pulsates through all time, “extends from antiquity
to the present without change, lives through myriad kalpas and is
forever new.” In such a state, “the mind encompasses the
entirety of the universe, traversing realms as numerous as there are
grains of sand.” When we see that self and the material world
resonate in harmony and when we understand self and other as one,
then there is no impulse to jealousy and no room for hatred or
discrimination. To put it simply, by rediscovering our original
nature, we dwell in nirvana and are once more able to see through
the duality of subject versus object or the limitation of time and
space.
Though
human language and the human brain are limited and hardly conducive
to understanding nirvana, we should, nevertheless, give it a try. In
the following few pages, we'll first start off with an overview of
nirvana, then we'll talk about in what it is grounded, how it can be
realized, and finally what the realm of nirvana is like.
I.
An Overview of Nirvana
The
word nirvana and the “cessation of suffering” of the Four Noble
Truths are one and the same. Cessation of suffering does not mean
the annihilation of suffering; it means becoming free from the
suffering brought on by the deluded belief in duality and
discrimination. It also refers to the ensuing state of bliss,
harmony, and being at ease with the world around us.
A.
Defining Nirvana
There
are two ways to define nirvana: by negation and by affirmation. We
can also develop a sense for nirvana from looking at how it is
explained in the sutras.
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Defining
nirvana by negation—The Dharma-skandha-pada defines nirvana by
means of forty-three ways of negation. It speaks of nirvana as
being, “without form, without limit, without outflow, without
beginning, without attachment, without end, without arising,
without clinging ….” The Catuhsatya-nirdesa defines nirvana
using sixty-six forms of negation, such as, “without decay,
without loss, without equal, without obstacles, without want,
unparalleled, immeasurable, without affliction …..”
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Defining
nirvana by affirmation—The Dharma-skandha-pada also describes
nirvana by means of fifty ways of affirmation, such as,
“absolute reality, the other shore, being wondrous, serene,
permanent, secure, ultimate, hard to come by…..” The
Catuhsatya-nirdesa uses forty-six forms of affirmation to
characterize nirvana, such as, “liberation, transcending all,
unparalleled, most perfect, pure, ultimate, the truth, suchness
….”
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Other
depictions of nirvana—In the sutras, the following approaches
have been used to explain nirvana:
The
Mahaparinirvana Sutra equals nirvana with buddha nature.
The
Avatamsaka Sutra calls nirvana the inherent nature of all dharmas.
The
Lotus Sutra equals nirvana with buddhahood.
The
Prajnaparamita Sutra explains nirvana as the wisdom that knows what
reasoning cannot know, the wisdom that sees the nature of all
things.
The
Surangama Sutra explains nirvana as the “end of all reasoning and
the quieting of all disturbances.”
The
Vimalakirti Sutra calls nirvana “the path of non-duality of the
ten stages of mind development.”
The
Srimala-devi-simhanada Sutra describes nirvana as the
Tathagatagarbha (the birthing ground of all phenomena) or the pure,
original nature.
The
Ch'an school of Buddhism calls nirvana original face.
While
all these descriptions may be different, the meaning is still the
same. What they are all essentially saying is that nirvana is “our
pure, original nature and our true, original being.” The Buddha,
through his teachings, shows us the way to become free of delusions
and attain nirvana by rediscovering our true nature.
B.
Understanding Nirvana
In
more concrete terms, the Agamas give us four ways to gauge our
progress towards realizing nirvana.
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Nirvana
is sweeping clean the mind of greed.
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Nirvana
is sweeping clean the mind of hatred.
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Nirvana
is sweeping clean the mind of ignorance, delusion, and erroneous
views.
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Nirvana
is sweeping clean the mind of affliction.
Take
a minute and rate yourself for each of these criteria. Be honest
with yourself. How do you fare? If you fall short of even your own
standards, perhaps you should double your efforts wherever there is
room for improvement.
The
Vibhasa Sastra gives a similar explanation of nirvana. It describes
nirvana as “the eradication of all sorrow, the extinguishing of
the three fires, the severing of the attachment to the three
notions, and the disassociation from all realms of rebirth.” The
three fires are greed, hatred, and delusion. The three notions are
the notion of life and death, the notion of nirvana, and the notion
of non-discrimination. As unenlightened beings, we all tend to endow
these constructs with a sense of substantiality which keeps us from
nirvana. Having the notion of nirvana keeps us from nirvana, even
the attachment to non-discrimination is discrimination in itself.
When
Venerable Huang-tsang returned to China from India, he translated
the term nirvana as “complete and serene.” Complete means
encompassing all there is, and serene refers to the state of being
unagitated and unperturbed.
We
often hear people talk about the impermanence of life, but it is
within this very impermanence of life that we find the unchanging
nature of nirvana. We also hear Buddhists talk about suffering in
this world and nirvana as the ultimate happiness. When we say all
sufferings are rooted in the concept of self, we are referring to
the usual connotation of self as a permanent and separate unit of
identity that exists independently of others. When we speak of
nirvana as the ultimate happiness, we are still talking about a self
which feels this happiness. The self in the context of nirvana is
the true self and is different from the day to day connotation of
self that we talked about earlier. This self is grounded in oneness
and in total harmony with all causes and conditions.
C.
Characteristics of Nirvana
In
addition to defining and understanding the meaning of nirvana, we
can also develop a better appreciation for this state of being
through some of the analogies that have been used to characterize
nirvana.
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Comparing
nirvana to a lotus blossom—In Buddhist literature, there are
many references to lotus blossoms, especially in depicting
purity and altruism. The lotus starts to grow in the muck and
mire at the bottom of a pool; it passes through the water and
blossoms in the clean air, untainted by the mud. Nirvana grows
out of the trials and tribulations of life, yet remains
untainted by them.
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Comparing
nirvana to water—Like water, nirvana extinguishes the fires of
delusion. Just as water quenches our physical thirst, the
realization of nirvana puts out the thirst of desire.
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Comparing
nirvana to an antidote—Nirvana is a sanctuary for the weary.
Like an antidote, nirvana neutralizes the poison of delusion.
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Comparing
nirvana to an ocean—The ocean accepts all water regardless of
its source. The ocean knows no discrimination. Nirvana is a
state of equanimity, without preference or aversion. Just as we
could never measure fully the amount of water in the oceans, we
could never fully describe the realm of nirvana.
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Comparing
nirvana to food—Food keeps us alive and healthy. Those who
have attained nirvana are free from the cycles of birth and
death. In nirvana, one is beyond the limitations of human life.
Just as food relieves us of our hunger, the realization of
nirvana frees us from the suffering of affliction.
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Comparing
nirvana to space—When we speak of space, there is no talk of
arising, subsisting, changing, or passing away. The same is true
of nirvana. Once nirvana is realized, one can never fall away
from it. The realm of nirvana is boundless. It is not be found
at any one place, yet it is everywhere. It is not dependent on
any one thing, yet it is the foundation of all things. In
nirvana, one dwells in the midst of all phenomena and is in
harmony with the universe.
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Comparing
nirvana to a priceless gem—Like a priceless gem, nirvana is
radiant and appeals to all.
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Comparing
nirvana to a mountain peak—The steadfastness of nirvana can be
compared to a tall mountain peak, standing high up in the sky,
unfazed by the elements of weather. Nirvana stands tall, beyond
the reach of all afflictions.
D.
Various Kinds of Nirvana
The
Yogachara school of Buddhism speaks of four kinds of nirvana:
nirvana of pure original nature, nirvana with remainder, nirvana
without remainder, and nirvana of non-abiding.
The
nirvana of pure original nature is the seeing of dharmakaya (body of
truth), the true nature of all phenomena. While delusion may
temporarily cloud our seeing the dharmakaya, its integrity is never
compromised. Dharmakaya has countless wondrous aspects and
encompasses all things. It is not the same as all dharmas, yet it is
no different. Dharmakaya is our pure, original nature. If we look
inside of ourselves, we all can see dharmakaya.
Nirvana
with remainder is attained when one is still alive. In this case,
the word remainder refers to the effects of karma. The term “with
remainder” means that while no new karma is being created, the
effects of past karma have not been entirely extinguished. Because
of the presence of the physical body, one still feels the various
effects of hunger, temperature, sickness, and aging. In nirvana with
remainder, one still has to eat when hungry or rest when tired. Even
though the body continues to go through sickness, old age, and
death, the mind is no longer enslaved by these processes. Regardless
of one's circumstances, one can still go on with life in a calm,
collected way. This is what is meant by nirvana with remainder. Even
today, there are some living examples of people who have attained
this kind of nirvana. Mahakasyapa, one of the Buddha's great
disciples, is such an example. From the time when the Buddha was
alive some twenty-five hundred years ago, Mahakasyapa is said to be
still alive in this world today. According to one of the sutras that
prophesized the coming of Maitreya, the Buddha had instructed
Mahakasyapa to remain in this world and be the custodian of his
robes and alms bowl until the time Maitreya Bodhisattva becomes the
next buddha of this world some 67 billion years from now. Pindola,
the Long-Brow Arhat, is another example of one who has attained
nirvana with remainder. The Buddha has also asked him to stay on in
this world to teach the Dharma to sentient beings after his own
passing. In my readings, I have come across three references to him
making an appearance to help the people of this world.
The
state of nirvana without remainder, or parinirvana, is reached when
all effects of karma are completely worked out, and the physical
body is nothing but a thing of the past. Without the creation of new
karma, there is no coming together of the five aggregates and no new
birth results. In this state, one's true nature is “dissolved”
in all phenomena and becomes one with the universe. Just as sugar
dissolves in water without a trace, its presence, though not
visible, is indisputable. This total harmony is summed up in the
saying, “Time from antiquity to the present is nothing apart from
the present thought. The boundless land that separates you and me is
nothing more than the tip of a down feather.”
In
the Agamas, there is a story about a Brahmacari with the divine eye.
He could look at someone and see the person's past lives. When he
looked at a heap of human bones, he could accurately surmise who the
person was and when the person died. One day, the Buddha pointed to
a heap of human bones and asked him if he knew whom they belonged
to. He looked intently at the bones, but had no clue whose they
were. The Buddha then explained to the Brahmacari, “That person
has entered nirvana. His being is now beyond time and space. He is
free of life and death. He is now one with phenomenon and noumenon.
He now spans all ten directions and pervades all dharma realms. This
is why you cannot discern who he was.” From this, we can see that
one who has attained nirvana without remainder is totally free of
the burdens of a physical body.
Nirvana
of non-abiding is also known as mahanirvana or
anuttara-samyak-sambodhi. Of those who have attained mahanirvana,
the sutras say, “Out of wisdom, one is no longer attached to life
and death. Out of compassion, one is no longer attached to
nirvana.” They see through the emptiness of the cycle of rebirth
and continually reappear in this world to guide sentient beings
through the sea of suffering. They have everything, yet they do not
call anything their own. They are always active helping sentient
beings, yet they are always at peace. They are not attached to any
one way and can skillfully employ all means.
From
the discussion of these various kinds of nirvana, we can see that
one does not have to wait until the end of one's life to enter
nirvana. When Prince Siddhartha became a fully enlightened buddha
under the bodhi tree, he entered the realm of nirvana with
remainder. When the Buddha passed away at the age of eighty between
two sala trees, he entered nirvana without remainder. During the
forty plus years when the Buddha traveled far and wide to teach the
Dharma to all those with a willing ear, he lived a life free of
attachment. This kind of life that is purposeful yet without
fixation on purpose is free and at ease. This is the realm of
nirvana of non-abiding.
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II.
In What Is Nirvana Grounded?
We
generally say we live in this world or we live in this or that
house, but can we really say where does one dwell in nirvana?
According to the sutras, it is said that those who have entered
parinirvana become one with emptiness. Some of you may find this
frightening and think that emptiness means extinction or
annihilation. You need not be afraid for emptiness here does not
mean annihilation. Emptiness pervades all space and is ever present
in all things. In nirvana, one is grounded in emptiness—without
any home yet at home everywhere.
A
Tang emperor, Shun-tzuang, once asked the Ch'an master Fu-kuang
Ru-mang the whereabouts of the Buddha after he has entered
parinirvana. The emperor asked:
“From where did the Buddha come?
After
nirvana, to where did the Buddha go?
Since we say the Buddha is ever present in this world,
Where is the Buddha now?”
The
Ch'an master replied:
“From truth the Buddha came.
After
nirvana, to truth the Buddha went.
The dharmakaya fills all space;
Lives always in undeluded minds.
With-thought restores to without-thought;
Attachment returns to non-attachment.
[The Buddha] arrives for the sake of sentient beings;
Leaves for the sake of sentient beings.
Clear and pure like the ocean;
Profound and ever present.
The wise should contemplate,
And have no doubt.”
The
emperor, still doubting, asked further:
“The Buddha, born in a palace,
Died
and entered nirvana, between two trees.
Taught in this world for forty-nine years;
Yet pronounced that he did not speak of any Dharma.
Mountains, rivers, and vast oceans,
The sky, earth, sun, and moon,
There will be a time when they will cease.
Who can say that they are not subject to birth and death?
I
still have some questions;
Wise one, please explain.”
In
trying to use worldly logic and reasoning to understand nirvana, the
emperor failed to fathom how the dharmakaya can be ever present. The
Ch'an master again explained:
“The nature of Buddha is truth.
The
deluded do not understand.
The dharmakaya is like space;
Has no birth nor death.
With the right conditions,
Buddha appeared in this world;
When the right conditions passed,
Buddha entered nirvana.
Reaching sentient beings everywhere,
[Buddha] is like the moon in the water.
Not permanent and yet not intermittent;
No birth and no death.
Lives, yet is never born;
Enters nirvana, yet has not ceased.
When mind sees emptiness,
There is no Dharma to speak of.”
Like
space, the dharmakaya of the Buddha is totally complete, without
arising or ceasing. As a man in this world, he was bounded by the
processes of birth, old age, sickness, and death, but the dharmakaya
of the Buddha is without arising or ceasing. The historical Buddha
came out of suchness to teach us the Dharma and the path of
liberation from the cycle of rebirth. When the cause and conditions
came to pass, the Buddha returned to the truth from which he came.
Dharmakaya thus come and thus go—nothing is added or taken away.
Without attachment, the true nature of Tathagata is forever whole.
Nirvana is a realm that is free of attachment. If one has any
attachment whatsoever, one cannot realize the realm of nirvana.
In
Chinese Buddhist history, there is a story of a highly cultivated
Ch'an master by the name of Chin Pi-feng. According to the story, he
almost fell back in his cultivation because of a single attachment.
He could let go of all his desires except his love for his jade alms
bowl. Each time before he entered samadhi, he had to make sure that
his alms bowl had been carefully put away before being able to rest
his mind.
One
day, as his life span was coming to an end, King Yama dispatched
several of his messengers to claim the master's life. Since the
Ch'an master could foresee his death, he entered into deep samadhi.
The underworld messengers could do nothing but to wait for him to
come out of his meditation. After waiting for a few days, they came
up with a plan. Knowing that the Ch'an master treasured his alms
bowl dearly, they sought out the bowl and began to bang it about
with all their might. When the Ch'an master heard the racket, he
immediately came out of his samadhi to try save his bowl from
breaking. When Yama's henchmen saw their chance, they clapped their
hands and said, “Good, you now have to come with us.” When the
Ch'an master realized that his resolve was about to be tested, he
took up the jade bowl and threw it onto the ground, smashing it to
pieces. He then re-enter samadhi, leaving this verse behind as he
did so:
For one to claim the life of Chin Pi-feng,
Chains must first able to
bind the vastness of space.
If space can be shackled,
Then you can come to claim me,
Chin Pi-feng.
At
that very moment, he entered nirvana. From this, we can see that to
enter nirvana, one must let go of every shred of attachment and
delusion. When we are not caught up in worldly phenomena, then we
are at peace in all circumstances.
While
we say that we have to let go of all attachment to enter nirvana,
this does not mean we have to become uncaring and indifferent or
that we have to sever all relationships with others, for nirvana
cannot be attained outside of everyday living. In the Diamond Sutra,
it says, “Let intentions arise without any attachment.” How do
we lead a worldly life that is without attachment? Let me discuss
this question with the following four points.
1.
At ease in every encounter—The Sixth Patriarch of the Ch'an
school, Hui-neng, exemplifies this type of living. After he received
the robe and alms bowl as a symbol of the passing of lineage from
the Fifth Patriarch, he went into hiding from those who wanted to
challenge his legitimacy. For fifteen years, he lived among a group
of hunters. Each day he would go with the hunters to hunt. Whenever
he saw animals being caught in the traps set by the hunters, he
would secretly try to free the trapped animals. Whenever he had a
chance, he would speak to the hunters about the importance of
compassion. When they came back from a hunt to cook their kill, he
would go into the woods to find edible leaves and plants to garnish
their common meal. He was often teased for avoiding the meat and
eating only the vegetable side dishes. Fifteen years may seem a long
time, but Hui-neng was not at all bothered by the wait, for he had
already realized nirvana and lived in peaceful freeness. Though he
was not able to formally teach the Dharma, he made use of every
opportunity to teach in whatever way he could. Though he did not
observe the precepts as strictly as he would have liked, he found
peace in observing the precepts in whatever way he could.
2.
At peace with all circumstances—From the Diamond Sutra, we can see
how the Buddha, after attaining nirvana with remainder, lived a life
that was peaceful and serene. The sutra begins, “At mealtime, the
Blessed One put on his robes, took his alms bowl and entered the
city of Sravasti. Having begged for alms there in due order, he
returned to where he was staying. Having taken his meal, he put away
his robe and alms bowl, washed his feet, and sat in a cross-legged
posture ....” On the surface, these are the trivia of life, but if
we look deeper, we can see how the Buddha is at peace with every
aspect of life. The fully enlightened one does not denigrate the
demands of life. Even though he attained nirvana, he still needed to
eat and sleep, and he did so without attachment.
3.
Find tranquility in buddha nature—Nirvana is a state when one sees
through the emptiness of all phenomena. As such, those who have
entered nirvana will not be perturbed by the trials and tribulations
of life for they can see them as impermanent and empty in nature.
They look at life with equanimity, without becoming attached to or
developing aversion for any one aspect of life. In nirvana, they
find tranquility in buddha nature. “When the mind is pure, the
land is pure.” They make a pure land even in the midst of the sea
of suffering. In the Vimalakirti Sutra, Vimalakirti “lived a
layman's life, but was unattached to the three realms of existence;
lived with a wife, but always practiced pure living.” The life he
lived was indeed a life without attachment.
4.
Teach the Dharma as the occasion arises—After Prince Siddhartha
entered enlightenment, he did not simply enter into a blissful
nirvana without remainder, rather he entered nirvana with remainder
and choose to stay among the sufferings of samsara, traveling
throughout India to teach the Dharma. In nirvana, one does not think
solely of one's own liberation from suffering, but works tirelessly
to help others free themselves. Many who have entered nirvana
re-appear in this world to teach the Dharma to others.
Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva is an excellent example of one who acts
selflessly. Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva once said, “As long as one
being remains in hell, I vow not to become a buddha.”
Many
people have preconceived notions that a life of cultivation means a
life of solitude and meditation, maintaining a wall of indifference
between the practitioner and others. Such a notion is totally
inconsistent with the many examples shown by the Buddha in the way
he led his life. Living a life in nirvana means being at ease with
all encounters, at peace with all circumstances, finding tranquility
in buddha nature, and teaching the Dharma as the occasion arises.
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III
The Path to Nirvana
Before
committing ourselves to working towards nirvana, how can we know
that there is even such a thing as nirvana? This is, indeed, a very
difficult question to answer. It is like someone asking, “How much
water is there in the ocean? How many sea creatures dwell there
in?” Such questions are beyond the scope of everyday reason.
Similarly, worldly human language is not capable of fully describing
the wonder of nirvana, for nirvana transcends all worldly phenomena.
Though
we cannot accurately describe nirvana, we can, through the Buddha's
teachings, gradually realize it for ourselves. In fact, it is said
in the sutras, “If one wishes to experience the buddha-realm,
one's mind must be pure like space.” While we cannot
“experience” nirvana through our sensory organs, we cannot
categorically deny its existence. Though the human eye does not see
microscopic organisms such as germs and bacteria, we, nonetheless,
accept what scientists say about them at face value. Scientists are
experts in these areas, and we defer to their judgement in these
matters. Likewise, while we ourselves have not experienced nirvana,
we can learn from those who have that it does exist.
Nirvana
is not to be found in any one place or at any one time. In this
sense, nirvana is like fire. Fire is not something that exists in
and of itself. It is created when two flints are rubbed together or
when we strike a match. When prajna and compassion shine through
delusion, nirvana will present itself, and we will see first hand
that nirvana does exist.
How
can we enter nirvana? Let me offer three suggestions.
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It
is said in the sutras that if we diligently practice according
to the precepts, we can all attain nirvana one day. The precepts
are like our eyes. With our eyes, we can see regardless of where
we are; with the guidance of the precepts, we can experience
nirvana regardless of the circumstances we may find ourselves.
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The
Buddha teaches that to reach enlightenment, we must continually
contemplate on the Three Dharma Seals: All samskaras (forms and
actions of this world) are impermanent, all dharmas do not have
a substantial self, and nirvana is perfect peace. When we truly
understand the emptiness of all phenomena, we will see things as
they are without attachment or aversion for them. When we are
free of all clinging, then any agitation we may feel is calmed.
If we can accept what life brings with equanimity, then we have
reached the tranquil and serene state of nirvana.
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To
experience nirvana, we must ground our body and mind in the
three roots of learning: precepts, concentration, and wisdom. We
should use the four all-embracing virtues of giving, amiable
speech, conduct beneficial to others, and cooperation as
skillful means to teach the Dharma. Additionally, we should
integrate the six paramitas into every aspect of our daily lives
so that we may remain vigilant of our minds and continually open
our eyes to our own delusions.
When
we hear how others have entered nirvana, we may feel that we do not
measure up. This defeatist attitude is also a form of fixation and
is an erroneous view. The Buddha teaches us that with diligent
effort we all can become enlightened. In fact, we need to know that
entering nirvana has nothing to do with how old we are, how smart we
are, or how long we have practiced.
We
learn from the sutras that people of any age can enter nirvana.
Subhadra, the last convert of the Buddha, was one hundred and twenty
when he realized nirvana. At the other end of the spectrum,
Sramanera Kunti, a disciple of Sariputra, was only seven when he
realized nirvana. Whether we can enter nirvana or not depends on our
spiritual maturity and not on our chronological age.
From
the sutras, we learn that the realization of nirvana is independent
of how smart we are, but hinges upon whether or not we can discover
our innate buddha nature. This discovery process does not call for a
certain level of education or intellectual capacity. Among the
Buddha's disciples, the wise Sariputra as well as the slow
Ksudrapanthaka attained nirvana. When we vow to embark on the path
to buddhahood, we should have confidence that nirvana is ultimately
within our reach. As long as we are totally committed to practicing
the Dharma, we will one day see through our delusions and attain
buddhahood.
Realizing
nirvana is also independent of how long we have practiced. The
sincerity of practice is a much more important factor. Among the
five men that the Buddha expounded the Dharma to soon after he
attained enlightenment, Kaundinya attained nirvana only after a few
days. Ksudrapanthaka, who was slow in learning, realized nirvana
after twenty days of diligent effort. Upali attained nirvana while
shaving the Buddha's hair. As to Ananda, he had the responsibility
of attending to the Buddha, and this kept him from attaining
enlightenment until after the Buddha had already entered parinirvana.
From
the many examples of those who have attained nirvana, we can see
that the realization of nirvana is independent of external factors
or circumstances. The Avatamsaka Sutra emphasizes that nirvana is
attained through the riddance of internal delusions and not through
the culmination of external factors.
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IV.
The Realm of Nirvana
Nirvana
is the total liberation from suffering. Those who have realized
nirvana experience unparalleled joy that flows from within. Even the
way enlightened ones carry themselves reflects the internal
serenity. Simply by being in their presence, others can also share
in this limitless happiness. From the sutras, we learn that when
Maudgalyayana saw the recently enlightened Sariputra, he was
awe-struck by his radiance and bearing. He asked, “Sariputra, you
look exceptionally radiant—pure like a freshly bloomed lotus,
dignified like the warm sun, and peaceful like a gentle breeze. Have
you found the way out of the cycle of rebirth?” Sariputra smiled
gently and nodded his head.
Many
years later when Sariputra entered parinirvana, his student Kunti
was grief-stricken. With tears flowing and nose running, he took his
teacher's heap of bones and went to see the Buddha. The Blessed One
consoled him saying, “Now that your teacher has entered
parinirvana, do you think the merit from his cultivation has also
disappeared with his passing?”
Kunti
replied, “No.”
“That's
right. While your teacher is now free of all suffering, his merit
lives forever. There is no cause to cry.”
When
Kunti heard this, he immediately understood what the Buddha was
teaching him. He looked at living and dying in a totally different
light. What is important is not the physical body, for the body
represents the accumulation of karma and as such lives and dies.
What is important is the being of enlightenment, causeless and
timeless, lighting up the darkness that envelopes deluded sentient
beings.
The
sutras also speak of the fearless state of nirvana. There was once a
bhiksuni who was bitten by a poisonous snake while meditating in a
cave. When her disciples saw what happened, their first reaction was
to go seek medical help. The bhiksuni told them calmly, “There is
no need to go seek help. The poison has now spread all over my body.
Could you please go and ask Sariputra to come here so that I might
talk with him before I pass away?”
When
Sariputra arrived, he was very surprised to find the bhiksuni
looking as well as ever. He said, “You seem to be full of health,
not at all like someone who is about to die. Are you sure you were
bitten by a poisonous snake?”
The
bhiksuni replied, “I have been contemplating emptiness and have
found peace in nirvana. The snake can only harm my body, but it
cannot disturb the serenity of nirvana.”
The
Avadanas speak of nirvana as the ultimate happiness. But for those
who cannot comprehend the meaning of nirvana, they thought that the
bliss of nirvana comes from the suppression of all desires. This is
a grave misunderstanding, as illustrated by the exchange between
King Milinda and the monk Nagasena. The king asked, “The Buddha
teaches that for us to realize nirvana, we must let go of sensory
pleasures. This is very hard to do and causes me great pain. What is
the point of realizing nirvana if it takes all the joy out of
living?”
Nagasena
replied, “It is incorrect to equate nirvana with the 'pain' of
abstention. When the Buddha teaches us to refrain from indulgence,
it is only a means to an end. When one wants to learn a skill, one
has to first 'painfully' practice the basics of that skill before
one can excel in it.”
Nirvana
is the total liberation from suffering. When we let go of all
attachment and aversion, we live in harmony with all that is
conditioned and in so doing calm the agitation that comes with
desire. The realm of nirvana is without arising, without abiding,
without attachment to the phenomenal self, and without blemish.
In
nirvana, there is no arising and consequently no ceasing and no
impermanence. Not only is there no arising of worldly phenomena,
there is also no arising concerning the notion of nirvana itself. It
is the realm of the absolute truth of the Middle Way, without the
duality of self versus environment or purity versus delusion. The
following story illustrates how we often make something arises out
of nothing. Once there was a merchant pulling a cart of merchandise
to the market. On the way, his cart fell into a ditch, and he was
unable to pull the cart out no matter how hard he tried. A passer-by
offered to help, and between the two of them, they managed to put
the cart back on the road. The passer-by asked the merchant, “Now
that I have helped you pull the cart out of the ditch, how are you
going to thank me?”
The
merchant replied, “There is 'nothing' I can give you to show you
my gratitude.”
“Good,
give me this 'nothing',” said the passer-by.
The
merchant was in a quandary and said, “How can I give you
'nothing'?”
“I
am sure you can find this 'nothing' to give me.” From the word
“nothing,” the notion of something arises in the passer-by.
As
the realm of nirvana is without arising, it follows that it is also
without abiding, even about the notion of nirvana. In nirvana, one
does not abide in anything for one's being is now in the entirety of
the universe, in all dharma-realms, in buddha nature, in the
vastness of space, as well as in the purity of one's heart and mind.
In
nirvana, there is no attachment to the phenomenal self. To realize
nirvana, one must first see through that this being we call self is
nothing but the accumulation of karma and as such is impermanent and
does not exist independent of others. Once we are rid of this
fixation we have about ourselves, then we can experience the great
liberation of selflessness. From selflessness, we can then find our
true self. This true self is our timeless buddha nature. From the
sutras, we learn of a certain exchange between the Buddha and a
skeptic who wanted to test the Buddha. The skeptic asked, “Blessed
One, I like everything you have said so far except for the part
about selflessness. It is too frightening a concept for me to
accept.” The Buddha replied, “But within selflessness, you will
find a true self.” The true self that the Buddha referred to here
is of course our buddha nature. When we realize our own buddha
nature, we are stripped of the delusion of seeing the physical body
as permanent and independently existing. When we see buddha nature
as our true self, we are like a piece of gold that regains its
luster after purification.
Nirvana
is without blemish and is most wondrous and perfect. The serenity
and joy that are experienced in nirvana are not something that can
be described in words. Having said this, it is also something that
we all can experience, and it is available to us at all times. Once
there was a bhiksu who was meditating when a practitioner of a
different tradition passed by. He asked the bhiksu, “Are you
sitting here cultivating for happiness in your next life?” The
bhiksu replied, “No, I am cultivating happiness for this life,
right here and now.” From this, we can see that nirvana is not
something that can only be experienced after death. The instant we
extinguish the fires of delusion is the instant we experience
nirvana.
Today,
we have touched on many aspects of nirvana. I hope the discussion
today has planted the thought of realizing nirvana in you. Nirvana
is not something that we only concern ourselves with when we are old
and weak. It is something that we should pursue right now. May you
all find the wondrous and lasting joy of nirvana.
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